Internet

The last time I enjoyed the internet was probably a decade ago.

Rushing from a grocery store to turn on my computer and join my online brothers in arms. Load Battlefield 3 and run with a sniper rifle like it's a shotgun. "Agressive sniping" it was called.

I had no idea what FPS meant or what good gaming setup was. I played on random crap I had that time. Like when I was a kid. Wood stick was good for a sword. I was Robin Hood or any other dumbass I saw in a movie. I fought in the garden. Later I upgraded, so they did too. Battlefield 4, 5, and whatever. The machine was perfect and powerfull, the mouse was precise and fast. Joy was replaced by annoyance.

After that it was mostly just physical necessity, like watching some porn. The rest is just a time filler. Watching some movies or TV series with lesbians and gays. Click here and there to see the misery online.

There is not much one can do. Life is long, boring and without purpose. Now I got older, and every fuck in the body reminds me what I did in the past or what my ancestors gifted me. The internet is tiring, everything repeats a hundred times, there is nobody in the body, but the organism still refuses to die.